I wrote this poem several years ago now (when our sweet dog was still alive), but it still communicates my heart.

I gave up chocolate for Lent
And thought it would be hard
But actually I spent
No time grieving the loss
At all
Gave up movies on TV
Which consumed an evening that could
Otherwise be spent
On something deeper for the soul
A book, a conversation with my son

A sunset observed
A scrapbook done
Gave up these things to You
Not for themselves, but simply because
I felt I wanted to
You know, Lord,
My sacrifices are so few
And as I gave, I tried,
I try
To think of all You gave
And why
And Praise You for the gift
I think ‘What if
You never gave?’
How then, my soul, could you be saved?
And giving all
You brought new life
As I contemplate
This great
Act of giving
I am struck by all that is living
Just outside my window here
A daffodil
Peeks its yellow sprout
Out
And shakes its head

A hyacinth, all purple splendor
Blooms fragrant just beyond the window
And birds, all kinds, are flocking to the yard
In search of seed or worm
Our rusty mutt runs circles hard
And fast
And barks as wind and cars go past
And fish, all sizes, black and gold
Swim lazily beneath the surface
Of the pond that was frozen over
Only days ago.
All has thawed
And so my soul, too,
Is warming up again to You
~Elizabeth Musser, March 2012

How is your heart warming up to the Lord in the midst of this crisis?